Have you ever felt that sometimes your actions disappoint people? I feel that way a lot. I hate the thought of disappointing someone for any reason. That has been a real struggle for me, to be myself and not try to feel like I let people down for making my own decisions. I don't know how people have the self esteem to do that.

Self esteem: a realistic respect for or favorable impression of oneself; self-respect.

Just looking at that definition makes an anxious.

From now on I will channel the self esteem and self-respect of RuPaul. RuPaul you say? Well he is all about confidence and working it. So from now on when I feel that pesky low self-esteem I will imagine RuPaul calling out to me "Work it, Girl!"

And work it I shall.